my very own ______

What a whirlwind.  Time has passed so quickly since being at school.  I don’t know what made this semester so different than the past two.  I feel like I wasn’t around for any of it.  As much as I have goals and want to see them fulfilled, I consistently complete the bare minimum. As much as I love school, I dread so many of the things that come with it.  Complexes abound.

I have to dig so deeply to get the strength to get up and make an impression.  Is that what I’m here for? Certainly not..

I’m standing still.